Sunday, January 26, 2020

The Fighter

You make me feel so comfortable
I have found an answer
When all else is crumbling
I know where to be secure

All is confused and crazy
But so much brighter
You’ve shown me the way
You’ve made me the fighter

To be on the edge
But never fall
To be ready to drop
But stand so tall
I know you will help me
To make it through the night
I know You will help me
To learn how to fight

I’m so glad I’ve found You
It’s taken so long
I’ve had my doubts
My decision can’t be wrong

Life’s so much clearer now
As the bond grows tighter
You’ve taught me to love and trust again
You’ve taught me to be the fighter

To be on the edge
But never fall
To be ready to drop
But stand so tall
I know You will help me
To make it through the night
I know not to worry
I’ll live to fight.


Copyright 1987 Scott C. Forrest

Monday, January 20, 2020

The Journey

I have ridden many horses
Straddled to my faith
And ambled through the winding
Fields before my grace

With verbal reinforcements
Pacing near them all
Traveling to their sources
Miraculously I didn’t fall

I can’t believe what is happening to be
And I won’t settle for probability

I wander to the corners
And anonymously write
Pensive contributions
Bless me every night

I’ve journeyed through the mountains
Searching for me there
All I have discovered
Is where I‘m going near

The salt has gone to the bottom of the sea
The waves will return us to reality.


Copyright 1988 Scott C. Forrest

Sunday, January 12, 2020

The Record

And the record spins around on the table
The needle releases the sound of each fable
Every scratch and pop are meaningful to me
As I dance in the arms of society

The waltz, the fox trot, the tango, the jitterbug
I dream and I dance away all my bitter luck
The men and the women are as beautiful as able
As long as the record spins around on the table

He is tall
He is strong
He is handsome
He is mine

I am short
I am fair
I am graceful
I am shy

And we twirl, and we spin, and we go around the ball
With diamonds, with gold, and with crystal-mirrored walls
We dance, and we leap, and we laugh to the crescendo
Eventually it all comes to an end so

To the Victrolla I slowly return
And I shed a tear with each crank I turn
To be so happy I am unable
Unless the record spins around on the table.


Copyright 1998 Scott C. Forrest

Tuesday, January 07, 2020

The Candle

The candle is burning

The sweet aroma

I see his troubled eyes

Searching and seeking

Oh, there is so much mystery

I wish I understood

Strong, yet fragile

Peaceful, but threatening

The glimmering glow on the wall

Reflects shadows of troubled life

Dancing, yet teasing

Mystifying, but frightening

Oh, to be you

So many of us want

Without appreciating ourselves

If they knew, they would not

I see more

I sense more

Loved, but feared

Kind, yet dark

The gold in your hair resembles fire

Fire powerful and dangerous

All-knowing

He seems calm

Yes, pacific

But behind the face is the truth

The reality is scary

Shadows in the light

Right now, so tranquil

A time that should always be

But I know is not

So dark, but so bright

Dreaming of the tranquility that should be there

To love him

To envy him

Trying all the time too hard

And not succeeding

But now

Are we sure?

He needs us

Though he will not tell

Though we cannot tell

Oh, to understand him

Is a gift

Like his is to us, usually

Only the candle burns low

And nothing else

The aroma is now hidden

Like everything else

All the thoughts racing

To be collected

And stored

And sorted

Oh, to enjoy like before

Is a thrill

Like everything else

Sometimes

Confused

To feel this way

The pain

The swing goes back and forth

Reaching its zenith

It will return

Someday

Yes, the questions

But, the answers

To want is a sin

But, why not?

The illusion is what it is

Maybe it is all misunderstood

But, the envy

Yes, the envy, but wanting what we already have

There is no reason behind it

He is a stranger

It began

It then became

It is now

What it will be

Will and shall be controlled

To be worked out

For the better

To have no faults

Why are his decisions?

Two different people with two different lives

But with so much in common

He is himself, but…

To return to recent times

As the clock continues

And the sun rises

The promises come

The chances

The room is dark

It has been darker

When he retrieves it, he will know

Shades conceal the reality

Shades on the window

Shades on the face

Shades on the clock

The glass

The thoughts

The time

The answer

The time is

The time is now

It will

It will be

It will be better

It will be better soon

I hope

He hopes

Oh, yes

To be you

Oh, yes

To understand

Nothing is hidden

Nothing is not there

It has always been

It will always be

It has always been

It will always be

It will.


Copyright 1987 Scott C. Forrest